I traveled to Cuba after Fidel Castro's death — and it was far different from what I expected

Cuba (2 of 7)
Cuba (2 of 7)

(A "coche americano" travels down a street in Havana, Cuba.Courtesy of Harrison Jacobs)

Cuba appears to be in a historical moment.

In early December, Fidel Castro, the country’s long-time leader, died. It had been my assumption that his death was like the sun dropping out of the solar system for the long-stagnating island nation. Things were going to start to come apart, and soon.

I traveled to Cuba two weeks after his death with this in mind — expecting something, but not quite sure what.

Though I was born after the end of the Cold War, Castro was one of the few boogeymen of the era to retain his stature. Even as the Soviet Union disintegrated and Russia reassembled itself, and China underwent rapid economic growth, Cuba and Castro held resolute.

But he gave up power in 2006, to his brother Raul, and there have been shy signs of liberalization since. A series of economic reforms implemented at a snail’s pace since 2011 has allowed Cubans to open small businesses and invited foreign investment. In 2014, US President Barack Obama and Raul began a reconciliation that has reopened diplomatic relations, made it simpler for Americans — like me — to visit, and lifted some of the economic restrictions between the countries.

All of this was capped off by Obama’s limp hand photo with Raul Castro in March and the official commencement of flights from American commercial airlines this fall.

I suppose what I was expecting was the chance to witness change — a nation grinding itself awake to the ways of the majority of the world. That's approximately what I told my taxi driver, Rafael, as he sped out of Havana and onto an empty highway toward the countryside one Sunday morning. He smiled behind his amber-tinted Aviator sunglasses, which were situated over a rectangular pair of prescription glasses.

"Everyone that gets in my car talks about change," he said, glancing back. "But I don’t see any change. All I see is more of the same."

The sentiment was one I heard over and over again, even as I witnessed fruits of Cuba’s liberalization. There wasn’t a tourist I met in the country who didn’t mention expecting to witness some undefined change or wanting to visit before the change arrived, usually imagined in the form of overweight Americans puffing cigars outside newly built McDonald's and Starbucks.

There’s an arrogance to that reason for visiting, which I was as aware of in myself as in others I met along the way. It amounts to a kind of "poverty tourism" — "look at the quaint classic cars," or, "I want to visit before the Havana’s buildings are rebuilt."